courage

when i was younger i was really insecure about myself and i lacked courage. i needed to get out of my shell and become more social. So when i got my first job it helped me a whole lot. I got to meet a lot of new people and become more social. I was scared coming into my first job but it wasn’t that bad. I was just over thinking things. But I gained courage more confidence in myself and within other people.

When I attended middle school I was more of the shy girl. I would just go to my class do my work and hope the teacher wouldn’t call on me. I had friends but I would rarely go out. I would most stay home or spend time with my family. I would dress differently and I would care. I didn’t care what people thought about me. I just really thought of school like this get there do my work and leave. I really didn’t like middle school but I need to go out more and be more social. I was more insecure when I got my braces because I thought people were making fun of me and I just hated them. But later throughout the school year it was time to take them off and it was my last year in middle school so I was just hoping that high school would be different.

In coming to a new high school where your best friends didn’t attend was horrible. That’s when everything just got worse I felt so alone. But by coming to a different high school it also forced me to make new friends and interact with different people. But later I transferred to the high school where all my friends attended it felt so good. But I was still not socializing with that many people. I guess its cause I was the new girl and I was still shy.

So I decided to get a job in getting a job I thought it would do me good cause I will interact with many people and become more social and it did help. I work at wingstop and that’s like the hang out when the football games ended or just to chill. Lots of high school kids come in there and some work there. So I became real good friends with the ones I work with and with ones that came in there. That really boosted up my confidence and helped me to become more social and to have more friends.